Nobody Really Understands!

When you take miracles from spiritual healing to Natures healing remedies to modern medicines to surgical intervention the bottom line is nobody really understands how much it hurts or how repeat sickness just drags on and makes us feel weaker.  

Time passes by so fast and you do what you can for yourself and others. But when does it ever get back to normal? When does the pain end? When does sickness return to just a seasonal cold or just the rare flu? Or just a simple cut, bruise or sprain? 

What happened to the spark that drives ambition, desire and the satisfaction of accomplishment? Having the ability to physically and emotionally celebrate in those moments of joyful experiences alone or with others has been taken and replaced with one full time goal. To overcome, to heal and to find a cure for it all so you can do it all again. But time keeps passing by while the many attempts to find a cure, a fix and to heal keep on. 

So where do we find joy? In the actions of our friends and their success? In the actions of our Sisters, Brothers or Parents? Or do the actions of our Children and their happy moments become ours? 

Whatever or wherever we can find it we must grab every drop because that is the prize that keeps us all motivated to go on. 

I have watched the spark grow dim in others eyes who were challenged like me. I have watched over time as they gave up. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to gain from all this but whatever it is I sure hope it has a happy ending while I'm still around to enjoy it and my spark keeps firing. Because I'm not done yet. There has to be more for me to do here and share and enjoy. It's time for my next miracle. 

My thoughts. 

Respectfully,

Douglas J Christian