Today I met with the Super Doctor again. After another MRI and consult the procedure planned has become a more complex procedure. As my Doctor consults with his team I must prepare myself for a more invasive procedure. Sure this too shall pass but while in his exam room another issue was discovered. In a nut shell I have the two main trunk nerves in my shoulder being pressed on by a growing Cyst that was caused by trauma to my labrim in 2003. This of course is just 1 source of much of my pain. The plan is to decompress and remove the cyst which is burried beneath the muscle. Once this is done I will not regain the feeling lost to this shoulder and arm but I should achieve some pain relief.
The new issue discovered involves my cervicle spine. My Doctor will have me get a MRI after I recover from the procedure already scheduled for next week. This injury also causes me much pain and sleepless nights. I have grown tired of these needed procedures. I wish this was all just a dream. But it is my reality.
Im in the spot again. I feel like nobody understands. Most can not cope so they avoid. Im alone in this. It is my cross to carry. And im tired of carrying this cross. I just want to surrender. Now my faith is to be tested once again. And through Christ I shall gain the strength needed to overcome this challenge. I survive so I can tell my story and maybe just maybe a life will be saved. Please Dont drink or do drugs and drive.
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