Updated. this post is from 2016 but as I did a spelling correction so it's been republished as of Sept 2000. What you see and dont see. A beautiful couple. Loving smiles. Joy. It shines in us both. But what you dont see is the hidden pain and discomfort I awaken with throughout the night as I try to sleep. It comes on heavy at times throughout my days. Thanfully The Lord removes these pains from my thoughts when I take the time to pray and he replaces them with the joy and love he has blessed me with.